Unhappy

I am not very happy with myself today.

I did not treat one of my patients with
the right kind of attitude today and I
am unhappy with myself.

She called me and vented and I apologized
knowing that I came across all wrong. I
was still not satisfied so I just sent her an
apology note.

Yes, I'm not feeling good, but as a christian
there is just no excuse for how I acted. True,
I am only human and we all go through such
days, but I do not like hurting someone.

I feel like Paul when he said the things he shouldn't
do he does, and the things he wants to do he does not.
That is not the exact quote, but you get my drift.

I guess I need to stop hitting myself over the head
with a sledge hammer and remember that God has
forgiven me and now I need to forgive myself.

Thanks everyone for letting me get this out.

Blessings,
Shifra